A QUESTION

You came into my life

Or was it me who walked in?

I walked in through the door

Our eyes met, I don’t regret

I flashed smiles each day I saw you

But didn’t realise it before long

Although it may seem true

I saw you looking at me

But thought it was not so

I didn’t want you to come

Neither did I want you to go

You put your trust in me

And expected from me a lot

I tried my best, worked out day and night

But failed to do so again

To everyone’s fright

I know you were upset

But so was I.

I came to you and talked it out

And then in me began to sprout

A hope that i may one day

Be able to come out of this all

Determined, I got up after my fall

We talked long hours

And texted each other

But I knew already

This won’t last forever

Pressure built up on both sides

And inside me started silent fights

I saw you come

I saw you go

Were you my friend?

I’ll never know